That is, isn’t it, the ultimate pursuit?
Before I get too far into this expressive ramble let me cast as a paradigm for taking all that follows with a grain of salt, some beauty and wonder, and; think of the metaphor of a snake shedding its skin. Damn if they aren’t cantankerous.
Lee Vagt and I were once chased in Willits by a 3 ft rattler who had just shed her skin! We both had walking staffs and she still chased us away. So, yep, when we are going through major life changes we become down right cantankerous! We skedaddled!
Reflecting on this I do not have to “take myself so seriously” and can renegotiate my past belief and behavioral processes with more compassion and forgivance.
This serves as a reminder to all of you good readers.
Ho, oponoponopono!
Please watch this during or before you read on; or, know that you will come back to experience this deep healing meditative experience. Thank you, the bones of the ancestors of Hawaii Kahunas!
Forgive me, I am sorry, I love you, Thank you!
Forgive me for being rude, thoughtless, selfish, greedy, domineering, forgetting, being cowardly, harsh, cantankerous, irritable and the list goes on. Yep, I know them all very well and am a virtuoso about acting these parts.
I am so sorry that I subjected you to so much emotional, physical, and personal shit. How difficult it must have been for you. How lonely you must have felt in our life together.
I Love you and when in my body and present with Self, All I have for You is your best health, prosperity and happiness. And, what ever else you value.
And, thank you. Thank you! Thank you, thank you for being with Me on this Epic Journey we surf here on this Earth and Time Plain! Thank you for sharing the contract towards mutual enlightenment and transformation to higher Angelic Beings.
Thank you for catapulting me into One-ness!
It has been an experience of great love, beauty, creation, inspiration, and companionship. I will always cherish our time together on this plain during this time. I have gained so much in our being together. A better person I move forward with greater ease and confidence.
It is my time to FLY!!
The part that I am working on is not staying in attachment to any of the above cantankerous sets for more than a few seconds. Minutes at the most to notice how the environment around me changes and becomes less favorable for my welcome presence. To notice also how before outrageous behavior happens I invariably think a thought about changing, self or other. Usually I think about going somewhere else in space or time and it is reflected in my presence and speech! Ah,
So I Am the Social Engineer of My Reality!
Yep!
Can’t deny after all these years of being a professional witness, listener and conversationalist giving out wise council. Which, invariably amounts to reflecting on what the other wants and then reviewing the possible and probably consequences. The risk taking is mostly by my client. Seldom do I go beyond this without sharing that my own personal experiences brought about . . .
And, I share Ho, opono, opono, opono!
Such a beautiful and wondrous way to live!
How alive All becomes.
As I cast off the shadows of my past indiscretions and emotional manipulations and come back to right now; then, All becomes Grace.
Graceful in the Universe of All responding to my every want or need.
The Bones of the Ancestors guide me!
i love you!
i love you!
I LOVE YOU!
you
YOU
U
must understand
that if there were any one most troublesome of my faults to me it would be:
Cowardice.
Yes, lacking the courage to stand up for me. Of course I was never really sure of who “Me” was. Too many roles that I could authentically play, being the actor I am. Believable. Unbelievable.
There are lots of very concrete and damaging reasons for my doing so. Social facts are like brick walls.
Passive-aggressivity is loosing out in my battles with inner, habitual and controlling behaviors. Finding ways to say what needs to be said or expressed in loving nurturing and caring ways is winning out.
All because of YOU! Mirroring me, Old Soul!
Showing me, as the contrary in indigenous worlds show the powerful to not “take themselves so seriously”!
Lighten up!
Let go!
Let Love!
Reveal my Courageous Lion-hearted Self!
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